Ezra Miller, Fire the Nukes
kms programming and unaliving oneself arent the same, but they bring the same end. the nuances between the two, i'm still learning. gaga killed her former and left her in the trunk on highway ten.
in the witcher there is a character named yennefer of vengerberg who is physically deformed. her stepdad sells her to a witch for 40 marks (60 less than the price he named for a sow). she sacrifices her fertility to become beautiful (tho, truthfully, i preferred her before transformation) in a surgical-spellcasting. as she was created geralt fought a striga in a cinematic parallel universal entanglement kind of way. https://www.quantamagazine.org/pioneering-quantum-physicists-win-nobel-prize-in-physics-20221004/ as the sunlight rose and the striga writhed in agony, so did yennefer. and then, almost miraculously, yennefer emerged a “beautiful” woman and the striga turned back into a young girl. as if their stories were one. the sacrifice of fertility for beauty is one given up by many women today. in some instances this sacrifice can take the form of various cosmetic breast procedures that inhibit the ability to produce milk, in the form of medications that regulate hormones for sake of better skin and lower risk sex, in the form of delaying motherhood to maintain “body goals”, in the form of changing genders to more safely and comfortably fulfill ones purpose. much like Yennefer of Vengerberg i also sacrificed my fertility to be beautiful. and as I did so was created a monster died. would do it again too.